I have a terrible relationship with food 

like I hate that I need to eat

I hate eating 
I hate shitting 
I hate peeing

I wish I were food myself 
so that I become empathetic
with the combustion that fuels 
my enigmatic soul being
I'd  let it 
take my stomach out
build a castle instead 
and let the butterflies colonize the guts 
to make love sounds 

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and obviously sex

food is so fucked up that Canadians 
and french people 
are eating as food the president of the Russia - 
puteen 

and the irony of the food is that 
Russia's most popular cake is called Napoleon. 
you see 
my goal is never to become a country leader
or I fear the people will eat me alive 
I dream
I could let people in need eat my food 
imagine if those like me 
could share it to solve the famine 
imagine a world where people are mindful
of how little they need to feel alright 
but right
we are more preoccupied with dealing with capitalism and let the fast food industry
grow 
fast fast fast
we don't have time 
we hurry to enjoy the 9 to 5 

when Russians occupied the nazi german 
they were so hungry 
they were screaming bistro, bistro, bistro 
so that became a norm 
but fast food didn't come up last night; 
The Romans were already doing it 
Now 
I as a man who
thinks a lot about the Roman Empire
contemplate that 
maybe the invention of fast food on their side
was the pivotal point in the decline of the 
state that stretched from Constantinople to Rome;

food is so fucked up in my home country 
that whenever you are hungry
somebody tells you to have a beer 
I mean 
let's have a beer for the douch bags 
let's have a beer for the assholes
let's have a beer for the scumbags 
every one of them that I know
over eating
over shitting
over peeing 
let's have a beer for the 733 million people 
that are still going hungry 
That's 1 in 8 

think about what you ate 
yesterday 
and the day before yesterday 
and the day before before yesterday 
and I know that my words will not solve it 
and I hate stupid activism 
I don't believe in spraying painting on monalisa
or gluing my hands to the floor 
I believe in change that comes from the inside 
one mindful meal at a time 

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I hate that we people stopped enjoying food 
we watch TV series and YouTube 
we smoke before and after 
to kill the taste
to kill the butterflies that I let live inside my castle 
we are basically killing the satisfaction that comes from fulfilling one of our primitive needs
please 
imagine how it'd be if we had killed the other instincts:
like reproduction by not enjoying love and intimacy but watching porn, 
or survival of death, by over accumulating stupid shit that we believe we need 
ah right 
take it personal 
make sure to overtip the girl on only fans so she can have a hot meal 
poor kid 
I hope you enjoy the third double cheeseburger
while watching porn 
and jerking off 
I don't even know how you are doing it

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