someone once told me

that love is awareness

since then

I am battling every other thought I have

to be prepared when the moment comes

to be aware of you.

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eyes closed

I meditate and

I observe the shape of your face

scribbled out of random words

in my head

then

when the words go away

you’re even more beautiful than before.

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why climbing all these ladders

taking all these steep roads

hiking all the mountains

if I can’t fall

for

you?